[glances nervously at my dirk fictive]

"A god is only as powerful as their need to act."

"it's not like things were supposed to just... be perfect in the end. . . . isn't that an unrealistic thing to want?"

you know that part in rose: enter where rose pounds her fist against a door shouting "strider"? Thais me but I'm shouting "zedig"

I don't think I know a lot of people who had this, but it makes a lot of sense to me. my dad was... crummy, but a dad like june's dad would also have not been good for my growth. better, sure, like, the genuine support would've been great, but... "guy in a suit", bleh. you know?

Holy shit "John" switching her own voice between her own and vriska's is phenomenal!

"so, who are we?" aaaaa

wow! end of godfeels 2 part 1 is absolutely shattering!

this is so fucking plural

"What is this, everclear? That's one of the mild ones, r8?"

OH GOD

I got alcohol poisoning just reading this paragraph

chapter 2

uh

fuuuuck

.... does june also have a fucking caliborn aspect holy shit what

jegus fuck.

... liked that depiction of dirk though. someone else did too. he's glad to see the better sides of his deal represented.

Jane's very particular "benevolent" transphobia is so good. I've come to love aspects of Post Canon Jane Crocker but this is just so accurate to.... who she is. The worst parts of her, which are part of the core of her.

I'm really glad parajane is compelled to embody the good aspects by her unavoidable proximity to other minds

the strilondes in my brain are influencing this expression

I didn't expect to also be getting dirkfeels here, but my brain ghost is aware of the fic and is not making me dizzy

Jane's benevolent transphobia being sincere was not something I really expected but I'm glad it's here. she reminds me of a more intense version of my grandma.

I doubt our dirk could pull off being this Cool because he is somewhat limited by the kind of cool that I am, but the core is there.

the juxtaposition of "unkilling all your friends" with "body dysphoria meltdown" is a lot, it's so heavy, so good, so real.

did i just call "unkilling all your friends" real

leliana dragon age covered this

the family matters scene punched me in the nose

he even appreciated his beatdown. our dirk knows he's a motherfucker.

he knows there are versions of him that don't want to be Better. and one of the things he embodies about me is the fear that we can't be better and that we don't *really* want to be better.

so he thought that was good.

the fact that godfeels jade is so accurate to parajade is pretty great and weird

I want to know

June eg8ert has all the bpd, all of it. also a lot of did. she's got disorders syndrome.

chapter 5, or, "splitting has a couple definitions, depending on which disorder you're thinking about"

this is so good

chapter 5 or, terezi processes her trauma through lacan

terezi taking over narration to help June keep herself under control is really cool holy shi--

that's what my dirk is doing isn't it

this owns

starting to cry because this is.... this is the part of me that became, or was ridden by, the rose in my head. and she and I are glad to see it.

this whole scene is very in keeping with our rose. it's neat.

Sarah zedig's dirk and rose are perfectly accurate to my headmates; does nepeta ever show up?

has she ever written anything about John Constantine

what about Sophia Me

the big emotional scene where june explains that she has the same fears as rose and that rose naming those fears the way she is makes things worse is ---

god FUCKIGN damnit good shit good shit good SHIT

MY HEART

karkat is such a good boy....

being trans gender is indeed an ill fucking move, you are really kicking ass dave

Kanaya saying Canoodling