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"vanguard not enabled pwese westawt :(" fuck you i fucking hate you

Forced to play valorant because nobody is fucking queuing in CS matches this absolutely sucks I just wanna shoot without aiming

oh god oh fuck oh no

I really adore this track I used to listen to it every time I did an all nighters semester as like. Morale replenished by disaffected Frenchmen smoking cigarettes in between playing and singing in monotone. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=VeZtT8zBaZU

I say no because i define it as, broadly, marxists leninists dedicated to defending the post stalin (or post lenin if im not feeling generous) stages of the soviet union & she defines it as "whoever anarchists accuse of it"

me and freya on every call

I’m listening to a family guy podcast

When Kate interrupts Pet Sounds to talk about local politics

absolutely making a mockery of the mechanics of eu4 to make life hell for the muscovite princes

thinking about pirate republics in eu4 & how they can declare a "War Against The World" against slave trading colonial empires & how the founding fathers & their predecessors were TERRIFIED of sailors, multi-ethnic crews of working men made up of former and current slaves or indentured servants, and their potential to ally w/ native tribes or slaves on plantations

I finished the only creative project I’ve been able to get though in months so I’m going to drink a cider and stare at a map for 4 hours

I’m so sorry for being an academic, queen.

The prettiest book I own is this monograph (the inside of which is absolutely obliterated with my annotation) on dualist religion

despite all my attempts to stamp it out across my entire early life I do love having a slight to not so slight Texan accent now

Not to be the grandest stereotype of a useless academic possible but literally the only non english language I know.. is Latin..

I think enough of some of my favorite musicians & film makers & authors are Russian that I should try to like. Learn basics of the language but I’ve always struggled at learning languages since I was a kid

If you like Molchat Doma listen to this https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Pn0VaKkOv94 I think it’s in the exact same vein & of the exact same quality as either of their albums. All around excellent band

I think it’s funny how le doomer stuff exploded over the last year bc one year ago listening to a lot of Doomer Mixtape videoed on youtube is how I got back into post punk & then into eastern european post punk through all those “Russian Doomer” playlists