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but i want to stay friends with y'all but at the same time i have this Knowledge of Bad Shit i have said and done when i was like. fifteen. and on a logical level i know that i was a dumb teenager but at the same time i hurt people even if i didn't know any better EVEN THOUGH getting INVOLVED AT ALL with that shit when i was barely a teen and not ready for it completely fucked up my view of sex intimacy and sexuality even now and it's just. a goddamn mess.
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real talk i am. deathly afraid. of letting slip of what i'm really into because like. a lot of bad people who have done and said bad shit are into this kink and it's hard to untangle whether they use it as an avenue to exert power and objectify people or if it's a kink that naturally encourages legitimately bad shit like that and either way i would not blame people breaking friendships with me if they found out i was into the same thing these people are
i legitimately wonder if @alephnull 's strategy is to blind fire kink variations of slime girl and furry art to see what mutuals are into what when we instinctively fave them so she can make shitposts calling us out.
because if so it's worked on me unfortunately.
HETEROSEXUALITY AND CISHETERONORMATIVITY ARE TEXTUALLY A DESTRUCTIVE FORCE ON THE WHEEL JUST LOOK AT SOLOMON HIMSELF HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW AND WWWWWHHHHHYYYY ARE PEOPLE LIKE THIS
minor blood, Luz is an adrenaline junkie and thinks magic is the coolest
[lying passively here in a depressive slump speaking in perfect monotone] the elevator in the black rose duelist arc represents the introduction of a modernity to Ohtori which mirrors the development beyond a child's rococo King Ludwig fantasy of princes and princesses to more direct confrontation with sexuality and trauma this culminates in the introduction of the modern sports car as symbol of adult sexuality and indeed predation [dissolves into wet ash]
weird gender stuff
i know this is weird but like. a friend's fic recently got me to seriously re-examine how i really want to present to the world and myself and i think it's a change for the better but i'm also ???
weird thoughts on non-philosophical cynicism
sometimes i hate myself for taking simple joy in dumb internet things like
should i be ecstatically happy that a showrunner so much as suggested that two characters in a children's cartoon are gay for each other no
but i care about this thing and so seeing this happen made me happy
even though i know on a logical level caring this deeply about extremely corporate media is like. bad praxis.
idk. brain weird
SEPHIROTH: The sanctity of "canon" as an idea is simply as fake as it gets, Cloud. The story that we live in is malleable - a mere building block for whatever greatness you can possibly imagine.
SEPHIROTH: Tifa and Aerith can be lesbians, you can be trans, I can murder twice as many people. Genesis can read Homestuck. It's all left up to you.
CLOUD: WHY WON'T YOU FUCKING DIE
SEPHIROTH: I'm too iconic of a character to disappear from the minds of the Final Fantasy fanbase, Cloud. I can never die.
She/her. Homestuck, politics, etc. You know the drill. Yiffy stan, don't @ me.
ONLY CREATE ACCOUNT IF YOU PERSONALLY KNOW AN ADMINISTRATOR, AND IDENTIFY YOURSELF IN YOUR APPLICATION. YOU DO NOT NEED A SHRIKE CLUB ACCOUNT TO FOLLOW SHRIKE CLUB USERS. A PERSONAL FEDERATED SOCIAL MEDIA INSTANCE FOR SMALL CARNIVOROUS BIRDS BY SMALL CARNIVOROUS BIRDS