like yes being tired is one of the things that can make episodes more frequent, but even it's not good sleep. it lasts an hour at most, i often get vivid nightmares during these, and i always wake up alarmed and confused.
i dont understand why it's so hard for everyone to just respect my wishes on this and wake me up when it happens

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i lose so much of my time to randomly falling asleep and when it happens i cant fight it at all and it's really scary so it puts me in a really bad mood, and every time people are like "oh but you must have been tired so it's good" it's legit infuriating

truly the main motivator here is seeing how obvious i can get with my song choices (actual text redacted to avoid spoilers)

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utena: story about abuse and sex
also utena: stops for an episode to tf a side character into a cow

TA is my first actually big writing project and i really wasnt prepared for it, so im only doing this now because i literally just recently realized i needed to
to motivate myself i will be officially naming all the parts after songs made using vocaloid

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doing this revolutionary thing called "actually writing down my outline"

you thought yumeka was annoying because of her text color and way of speaking? get ready for "rich girl who thinks having tattoos makes her punk"

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preview focusing on his crotch this is what i get for adding fur highlights there 😔

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flat color commission i did for @/maxximonstre on tumblr

now that people are making more things in voca6, gotta say im really not a fan of anything im hearing
the automatic AI tuning just strips everything of personality? idk who this is for except people who really like gumi but also dont want her to sound good

i kinda just forgot i was a classically trained painter for a few years and ive just been rediscovering my love for random objects
like heres some lamps i did <1hour today look at them theyre so fun

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funny as fuck that my artistic interests right now are: this really silly socialstuck AU i have with my friends, and very classical color studies and still life paintings

my lighting practice for today was homestuck fanart i promise painting a bunch of objects can be fun

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if practicing art is boring to you there is nothing stopping you from making a still life into fanart

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robot zone stabbed

in case anyone is wondering (and this is real info not a bit) tumblr users figured out that goncharov was an OCR misreading of one of the US posters for gomorrah, martin scorsese supported the movie by agreeing to let them use his name for promo to boost american sales

now why anyone would want to make boots centered around gomorrah is another story entirely

idk if this was always a thing and time zones just made me never realize it or if this is new but man am i mad about it

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