so much happened. austin and ciros characters nearly killed each other and then ended the session fucking for the first time. diz's pc had a dissociation moment in the bathroom. we had a childhood trauma body scars reveal. someone FINALLY got clued into the fact that the funny little friendly robot has ZERO sense of agency and free will and personhood and doesnt even realize it Should have any of those things, to the listener's slow dawning horror. delicious
feel like several of you shrikes are gonna appreciate this fun little album i just found https://youtu.be/i1XguaKfhb0?si=q0s485cUAiy5dbIa
i am like Unreal excited to start working with my new orientator. we vibed so hard in the One meeting we had and i think i'm going to be able to do some very cool research with her! like say. an analysis on the art direction in PENTIMENT BY OBSIDIAN STUDIOS and how that interacts with its narrative and themes and mechanics :)
update i talked to my friend who has been working with him for years and im normal again :) its gonna be fine. may have thought myself into a doom spiral a little bit but im now Regular once more. thanks for listening everyone
i really wish i was better at handling these sorts of situations. its so sucks to feel like a shaking chihuahua whenever i have to communicate a decision made with my best interests in mind that Maybe someone will not like to hear. and the very worst part is that im probably making it a way bigger deal inside my own head than its likely going to be <--- self-affirming mantra
my one weakness! the prospect of pissing off an authority figure in my life and committing some sort of unspoken academic social blunder without meaning to
thinking back to this one conversation i had with austin(ado) like. sooooo many months ago where we were talking about tabletop and they were like "haha yeah i dont know i usually play it like for shits and giggles. but its cool that you get so into the acting and the character stuff" fast forward to now he is one of the most committed rpers ive ever had the pleasure of playing with
physically restraining myself from working on this because i got other stuff i need to be doing but. Eventually. god i missed her
i'm eddie! | they/them | 27
AFTER THE PALE, THE WORLD AGAIN
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