just got done watching the cowbell episode of utena and im not gonna lie yall i think the forced cow tf did more psychic damage to me than all the incest and even pedophilia in this show combined. all of the rank shit pales in comparison to slowburn cow tf revenge. hell. hell hell hell hell hell. my brain is rewired in a bad way. im a worse person now for having seen it. the cowbell episode caused a psychotic break and my moral compass is worse now.