plural stuff, important
hey so uh
you may see less of me until i have a new place secured and i'm moved into it
and you will probably see a lot more of terezi and vriska and kanaya and karkat
please be nice to them. we share memory and they know *gestures* y'all. just treat them like people who type a bit weird and have faces you may recognize.
thanks.
introduction thread!
hi, i'm alphy apophenia, one third of fionna adams and the host of the tautology system
i write and edit, and i shitpost heavily, and i play too much final fantasy xiv
also i am a mouse
(art by karma, leos, and @RoxannaRachnid, respectively)
I have been running into a situation where I keep using "RTX" to refer to hardware raytracing acceleration, but this is misleading because RTX is actually NVidia's trademark for their specific implementation and sometimes you want to contrast NVidia with AMD. To solve this, I would like to propose we now refer to the underlying technology as "HRT", for "Hardware Raytracing". "Within ten years all gamers will have access to HRT", et cetera
plural stuff, homestuck (system member)
So we have recently acquired two new system members.
Both are fragments of &, who we originally thought was a blend of alphy and Charra (myself), but seems to be more than that.
The first is Cyan, an octoling from Splatoon.
The second is Jade Harley.
I cannot begin to tell you how much this makes sense.
Mariners are streaming ichiro’s HOF induction live on YouTube at 6:25 https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=5lW6m98u7CA
dreams, self-worth
so these dreams feel like an albatross around my neck, dragging me down to the floor, an anchor into a past that i… i don't want to forget, but that i want to move past
but i feel like i'll never be able to move past it
and i'll just die, paranoid and scared and alone and miserable
dreams, self-worth
yet at the same time, like
i still actively struggle with the idea that i matter to people. when i lived in new york, i didn't matter to *anyone*. i literally had no meatspace friends before i moved here; i hadn't for *years.*
but here, people care about me. i matter to people. i'm actively, day after day, improving as a person. i like who i am way, *WAY* better.
dreams
i haven't been back to new york since i left. i haven't seen my mother since i left. the furthest east i've gone since living is tuscon, az.
but i sleep and i dream and… visually none of it is right, but the style and the aesthetics evoke long island, and some part of me misses it.
homestuck, plural stuff
.@RoxannaRachnid drew my system's Kanaya and Karkat and they came out amazing 🤩
homestuck, plural stuff
.@RoxannaRachnid drew my system's Kanaya and Karkat and they came out amazing 🤩
it/its trans enby host of Tautology System. 33, queer, autistic, plural, otherkin. variety of interests. shrike's up-and-coming car friend. knows everyone.
assume, in general, that posts are from alphy unless specified otherwise. quirked text from relevant headmates will have translations provided.
request if we know each other from elsewhere or are on shrike.
extremely 18+, occasionally nsfw.