mon shaken from the burden of all the lies she has to keep going as she sells her daughter and her soul fur the rebellion; vel withering emotionally in a dead end relationship with a partner who is so devoted to the clawse she barely even sees her girlfuriend. the mask has to come off eventually anyway. why not make a terrible mistake
please note that the mistake here is sleeping with vel specifically while under scrutiny from the empite. incest is not a mistake it is the bedrock star wars is built on