https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QK_DJ3VxcWg
"I hate my friends
Cause they don’t hate themselves
And they shut me up
I want to be like them
I don’t want to talk
I want to think about my days
‘Till I waste them all
And I feel boring, fucking boring
And what do I do if I don’t feel like
Getting well again?
Cause I’m not done yet
I’m still young, yeah
And what are you thinking about
When I got you on my mind man?
Do you feel nothing?
Fucking nothing?"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5kHBRD-1bb0
"I think you could be beautiful
I wouldn't love you if you were
Eyes the size of light bulbs
Irises sharpie dots
Sometimes I think you're beautiful
I don't love you when you are
Every other day like this
Alone on the bedroom floor"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5tIVVEIdu2g
"God bless the daylight, the sugary smell of springtime
Remembering when you were mine in a still suburban town
When every Thursday, I'd brave those mountain passes
And you'd skip your early classes and we'd learn how our bodies worked"
(I have never worked a desk job but this doesn't affect my mental model of all actions in the world being generalisable to bonking something to see if its behaviour changes)
If you think it isn't necropolitics that's because it's necropolitics with algebra, or even necropolitics with calculus.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TdAWWGswN0M I should have gotten into Zeal & Ardor back when I first encountered them but now's as good a time as any to begin
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ksUJpL66xWM the bass performance on this is so killer
"And sing for all your friends and family; sing for those who didn't survive.
But sing not for their final outcome; sing a song of how they tried.
We live amidst a violent storm; leaves us unsatisfied at best,
So fill your heart with what's important, and be done with all the rest."
And really how can he pass up the vote of an Irish national who lives in Scotland and has never lived in the US
"... but i've another plan"