suffering as i really want to get something done, but i'm lazing around and i know it's not healthy to want to be productive all the time, but also i feel guilty if i'm not doings something
actually i don't even know why i wanna be productive! i get writing done and stuff done and it just doesn't feel like enough. whats the point of being productive if it doesn't even makes me happy
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theres also video games that i wanna play, but i also don't feel like playing either!!! i guess i'm just depressed and i really don't feel like doing anything and i'm really just outright lacking passion for anything
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Spend the night calling Phoebe and watching Holly stream and I feel much better now after resting
Looking forward for tomorrow
