feeling miserable over spending sahcon with my friend who is both a trans girl and a terf and really really hoping she was doing better after awhile, but no! she's just as bad as she used to be!! why am i such a clown why do i keep believing people can do better why can't i just give up on her already!!

the sad part is that i used to look up to her so much when i was younger and i guess i really want her to good and normal and i just can't accept that no! she's a bigot!