Jess (ontological) @fenderjess@shrike.club

hoo boy i mixed up a margarita-adjacent thing and at the end of *one* i am feeling GREAT

i've been drinking beer left behind from the houseguests we had, just to use it up, and it was kinda doin nothin for me. i forgot that alcohol could be FUN

my ponysona is just Maplehoof

why is no one talking about this

dykes

man the cdc is really going for gay hysteria 2 electric boogaloo with the monkeypox shit huh. that's really happening. great.

BUT THE STATE IS FINE IT JUST NEEDS REFORMED WHY YOU DO YOU ANARCHISTS GOTTA BE SO NAIVE????

it's a heavy burden that weighs on me always, being a fucking hot-ass transfem dyke. but it's one a gladly shoulder. for you.

man what the fuck. why is it that anywhere i go there's fucking hot queers. mastodon. twitter. discord. my bathroom mirror. it's overwhelming.

i think I'm the perfect age where i was fed 20 years of promises that yes, capitalism works, and the benefits will accrue to you if you just take them. and then the last 14 years were just a traumatic ripping away of that comfortable lie as the truth riddled its way through me like so many bullets.

i really hope the folks younger than me who never had the chance to be so thoroughly indoctrinated are less burnt out than me, cause. man.

what if i went feral. what if i became violent and uncivilized and bestial.