Jess (ontological) @fenderjess@shrike.club

I'm so fucking tired dude. i can barely function when i HAVE the "stop wanting to rip your flesh off" juice, how the fuck am i supposed to function without it

y'all who can shrug off your hrt shortages are so much more hardcore than me, I'm a fuckin baby

oh so apparently this estrogen shit was a supply issue all along. would have been nice if they could have NOTIFIED me somehow! maybe with some sort of status in the PHARMACY APP I USE ALWAYS??! SO I COULD HAVE STARTED TRYING TO SOURCE SOMETHING THROUGH AN ONLINE PHARMACY OR SOMETHING TWO WEEKS AGO INSTEAD OF NOW??????

GOD im so sick of this. I'm sick of pharmacies. when the FUCK am I gonna get ovary transplants so i can go homegrown.

playing my dad's 50 year old acoustic that has probably never been set up in all that time and has mile high action probably doesn't help.

look at my fuckin e string! I'm pressing the A down to the sort of action I'd prefer to have. sadly id probably have to fork out for a full neck reset at this point to achieve that.

playing through full Metallica songs, sometimes faster than album speed: lol i can do this all day

trying to play acoustic chords and finger pick for 2 entire minutes: 😖

yo

women

right?

Shrike Club

oh you're bigender? how many bigs have you ended in the past 6 months?

how to drive me up a wall, ux edition:

-require dashes between digits of my phone number
-do not auto ghost fill these dashes as i type so i have to fucking INCLUDE THEM MANUALLY

why ppl not talk me whnever i message them????? ppl suld be around 24/7 for my entertainment

everybody nice me immediately (please (if you wanna (you dont gotta though (i aint pressuring ppl like that))))

opposite sexes are out we're doing orthogonal sexes now

hoam stuc

marry's god