kal_la_kal_la @kal_la_kal_la@shrike.club

Good day to listen to mewithoutYou - Paper Hanger at 1am at work

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5waIw67ka8 tries to play the drums to this and my arm muscles jellify instantly

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GtRKkyE1k-M

Exploding through the front of your skull with a cataclysmic *echoing* sound

Coltrane or the Microphones or Kyuss or Death Grips or Dinosaur Jr or Venetian Snares or whatever; all things debased by giving them names all I want is sound, stuffing my mouth and leaking out of my eyes and lifting my feet off the ground and grabbing me by the neck and shaking my feeble body like a ragdoll. Sound that makes you run over grassy fields at night and yell incoherently at nothing at all in a silent room. Sound sound sound snare drum compressed into the shape of a pizza cutter and

It isn't just metal, of course. That was my failure in the original draft of this post. This failure will get its hooks into my skin and drag me down to hell. It's the right kind of *heavy* applied to any music but not all heavy music is created equal and there are only certain kinds of heavy music whose rhythm *feels* like that pull that makes you shake your arms about the place or rock your head back and forth from side to side.

I am forever in the deepest possible debt to loud, aggresive, distorted metal. No greater representation of the experience of experiencing the world, even at its quietest.

https://youtu.be/eeFIZXpaeog

Hey girl
Did you know
Your hair is coxcomb red
Your eyes are viper black?

Writing Vast Error Christmas songs aka it's important for Christmas to make white people as depressed as it makes me

If you don't think pineapple on pizza is good you have shit taste btw

latent self-absored narcissism will collapse into misanthropy without warning

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qEnU7WlIpvA listen to nails before bed kind of night

https://eu.courier-journal.com/story/news/crime/2020/11/11/lmpd-explorer-scandal-lawyers-say-police-lied-conceal-records/6224382002/ "Louisville Metro Police concealed at least 738,000 records documenting the sexual abuse of Explorer Scouts by two officers — then lied to keep the files from the public, records show."

The promise of fucking is all that keeps me going at this point.

Whatever little there is to be excited about, there's always degenerate sex.

https://youtu.be/uVi-YgYB0bU
"Embracing the final glimpse of a blood-red moon
Well lately I’ve been treating with the devil in blue
Well maybe if he cuts me loose I’ll get my days in hell back too
Maybe I’ll keep dreaming if I’m dreaming of you

Well the days are getting shorter
All your friends stopped coming over
And you’re losing your composure
You should sleep less, we should talk more

Now you’re gonna wake up the sun
Now you’re gonna hate what you’ve done"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AEz4XHAAMFs they're good

https://youtu.be/O1fV5fErqBI every time I hear this I lose my fucking mind

People occasionally like to wonder what the greatest song ever is, and the answer is simply: Boris - Untitled (Live At Wolf Creek)