"well, she couldn't be saying this to me"
maybe i am!
would you like to be a magical girl? tifa? buffy? utena? sarah connor? some cool girl you saw out walking about with the coolest look that you were attracted to in a way that wasn't (just) sexual attraction?
(no-one in particular except several people i have high hopes for figuring their shit out)
spinning my wheels because its not like you can just *tell* someone this directly
"you can't forcibly crack an egg, too early and it just hurts the chick"
(attrib. me)