oh my god this is so good

reading this in a week that my mind is heavy with the ways my dad fucked me up without hitting me or playing violent mindgames sure was a choice I made!

[glances nervously at my dirk fictive]

"A god is only as powerful as their need to act."

"it's not like things were supposed to just... be perfect in the end. . . . isn't that an unrealistic thing to want?"

you know that part in rose: enter where rose pounds her fist against a door shouting "strider"? Thais me but I'm shouting "zedig"

I don't think I know a lot of people who had this, but it makes a lot of sense to me. my dad was... crummy, but a dad like june's dad would also have not been good for my growth. better, sure, like, the genuine support would've been great, but... "guy in a suit", bleh. you know?

Holy shit "John" switching her own voice between her own and vriska's is phenomenal!

"so, who are we?" aaaaa

wow! end of godfeels 2 part 1 is absolutely shattering!

this is so fucking plural

"What is this, everclear? That's one of the mild ones, r8?"

OH GOD

I got alcohol poisoning just reading this paragraph

chapter 2

uh

fuuuuck

.... does june also have a fucking caliborn aspect holy shit what

jegus fuck.

... liked that depiction of dirk though. someone else did too. he's glad to see the better sides of his deal represented.

Jane's very particular "benevolent" transphobia is so good. I've come to love aspects of Post Canon Jane Crocker but this is just so accurate to.... who she is. The worst parts of her, which are part of the core of her.

I'm really glad parajane is compelled to embody the good aspects by her unavoidable proximity to other minds

the strilondes in my brain are influencing this expression

I didn't expect to also be getting dirkfeels here, but my brain ghost is aware of the fic and is not making me dizzy

had it pointed out to me that there's also the question of June's dad's distance