finally reading godfeels 2
godfeels & also hs2
.... is June the only one who still lived in her old house
godfeels, abuse
reading this in a week that my mind is heavy with the ways my dad fucked me up without hitting me or playing violent mindgames sure was a choice I made!
godfeels
"it's not like things were supposed to just... be perfect in the end. . . . isn't that an unrealistic thing to want?"
godfeels
you know that part in rose: enter where rose pounds her fist against a door shouting "strider"? Thais me but I'm shouting "zedig"
godfeels, dads
I don't think I know a lot of people who had this, but it makes a lot of sense to me. my dad was... crummy, but a dad like june's dad would also have not been good for my growth. better, sure, like, the genuine support would've been great, but... "guy in a suit", bleh. you know?
godfeels
Holy shit "John" switching her own voice between her own and vriska's is phenomenal!
godfeels
"so, who are we?" aaaaa
godfeels
wow! end of godfeels 2 part 1 is absolutely shattering!
godfeels (part 2 part 2), alc
"What is this, everclear? That's one of the mild ones, r8?"
OH GOD
godfeels (part 2 part 2), alc
I got alcohol poisoning just reading this paragraph
godfeels (part 2 part 2)
chapter 2
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fuuuuck
godfeels (part 2 part 2)
.... does june also have a fucking caliborn aspect holy shit what
godfeels (part 2 part 2)
jegus fuck.
... liked that depiction of dirk though. someone else did too. he's glad to see the better sides of his deal represented.
godfeels (part 2 part 2)
Jane's very particular "benevolent" transphobia is so good. I've come to love aspects of Post Canon Jane Crocker but this is just so accurate to.... who she is. The worst parts of her, which are part of the core of her.
I'm really glad parajane is compelled to embody the good aspects by her unavoidable proximity to other minds
the strilondes in my brain are influencing this expression
godfeels (part 2 part 2)
I didn't expect to also be getting dirkfeels here, but my brain ghost is aware of the fic and is not making me dizzy
godfeels (part 2 part 2)
Jane's benevolent transphobia being sincere was not something I really expected but I'm glad it's here. she reminds me of a more intense version of my grandma.
godfeels (part 2 part 2), meandering off into plurality
I doubt our dirk could pull off being this Cool because he is somewhat limited by the kind of cool that I am, but the core is there.
godfeels (part 2 part 2)
the juxtaposition of "unkilling all your friends" with "body dysphoria meltdown" is a lot, it's so heavy, so good, so real.
did i just call "unkilling all your friends" real
godfeels (part 2 part 2)
leliana dragon age covered this
godfeels, dads
had it pointed out to me that there's also the question of June's dad's distance
godfeels (part 2 part 2)
@SophiaSurname
GG: god youre so absolutely right about this though
godfeels
"A god is only as powerful as their need to act."