finally reading godfeels 2
godfeels & also hs2
.... is June the only one who still lived in her old house
godfeels, abuse
reading this in a week that my mind is heavy with the ways my dad fucked me up without hitting me or playing violent mindgames sure was a choice I made!
godfeels, plurality
[glances nervously at my dirk fictive]
godfeels
"A god is only as powerful as their need to act."
godfeels
"it's not like things were supposed to just... be perfect in the end. . . . isn't that an unrealistic thing to want?"
godfeels
you know that part in rose: enter where rose pounds her fist against a door shouting "strider"? Thais me but I'm shouting "zedig"
godfeels, dads
I don't think I know a lot of people who had this, but it makes a lot of sense to me. my dad was... crummy, but a dad like june's dad would also have not been good for my growth. better, sure, like, the genuine support would've been great, but... "guy in a suit", bleh. you know?
godfeels, dads
had it pointed out to me that there's also the question of June's dad's distance
