normie/weirdo genderfluidity @inarguableaxis@shrike.club

wearing the binder I finally found and staring at myself in the mirror for 20 minutes was in fact a better way of spending my time than starting my homework

Shinji???

what if writing and rhetoric would've been better for me and it's too late to switch classes now which means its too late to switch tracks

panic and "what if i made the wrong decision" hitting me again.

fencing is making me wonder why i quit soccer for theatre in middle school

i wish i could make a fucking decision without feeling all this fucking pain and doubt.

decided on literature but im second guessing my decision now.

thinking about how i had to explain to my monogamous straight guy friend that no, me being polyamorous doesn't make it hypocritical for me to question you saying you have "other girls in mind" if your new relationship doesn't work out. love that man like he is my brother but boy. what on earth is he ever doing when it comes to women.

"men can only be friends during war" i will never tire of seeing the ridiculous things cishet men say when they're upset about sam and frodo being called gay

she's in that special space of "character i do not kin but has still changed my life". june egbert's popularity and people marking her experience as a trans one really did help me get just a little bit further in figuring out that i was also trans

completely normal tonight (emotional about june egbert)

also my mother told me not to torture myself over this but. have you met me.

i keep flip flopping back and forth on my track for my major i HATE making decisions. plus the answer i gave my mother (before reconsidering again) didn't seem to be one she liked so now i'm in crisis again

“what do you want to do with your life” honestly I would be just fine writing something and posting it on the internet instead of publishing and then working in the bookstore forever i don’t have “career goals” anymore but I can’t say that

god i actually hate being at college it’s so fucking lonely compared to what the break was like

Ethan: awww these look so cute
Me: yeah my hypecastr ocs are adorable (All of them have committed murder)

might use the account that i moved from as a nsfw going forward. if so i will change the name i guess

also not my mutuals here who are british