(rabies haver) @CarnassialGang@shrike.club

"nani kore situation" needs to make its way into my jp-english meme lexicon

Goomy can attest to how long i can go on about this series unprompted in fhe car

Probably only watching one more ep though

I have no fellow fans of ghe monogatari series so yeah im subjecting shrike to this tonight

Things every transmasc can relate to tbh

Wait i never got the implication before about when nadeko is showing the scale marks to koyomi and kanbaru. Idk if it flew over my head or if the subtitles were different but she says she doesnt want a body like this in reference to being sexualized as a young girl, which really contextualizes the impact of comphet on her further

Theres a lot more to sengoku nadeko and her implied bpd with psychosis but i actually dont like her as a person enough to type for her the way i would type for other good problematic anime characters

Me watching a story of how a middle schooler influenced by comphet tells herself and others she has a crush on the teenage protag just so that other boys would stop talking to her but other girls are so jealous she gets cursed and starts performing blood rituals to save herself because she doesnt believe shes allowed to not like boys

Oh also its kind of based for having the most accurate plural rep that goes out of its way to explain how the trauma induced alters benefit a person despite how violently they may act out

Tragic: my favorite anime's trans rep is the worst kind of guy

The monogatari series is insane in bad ways but also kind of based for having a character that is the manifestation of a teenage boy coming of age who basically goes "if you want to move on and become an adult you have to come to me as you were as a child, put on the schoolgirl uniform" who goes from female to male once koyomi metaphorically grew up

I also forgot i liked the rainy devil OST so much I got an extended rip off youtube for my ipod in high school lol

Shes a fujoshi and a lolicon i forgot

Transitioning would have made kanbaru so much worse. Adult man with the traumas of a teenage athletic lesbian

Trying to distract from my ffxiv autism by putting a different kind of autism in front of me (monogatari series rewatch.. ots fascinating how my perception and understanding of the characters changed as i aged)

What server maintenance does to people

Ffxiv twitter was classpecting their wols and while i got breath for atropa, which honestly makes a lot of sense considering i follow in game events closely, i couldnt escape my self insert character getting bard on class quizzes again. Regardless of the battle job i enjoy playing. He's in late stage though where he already restricted himself, self destructed via embracing freedoms, and learned to balance the two in his favor

My to do list tomorrow: wake up at 6 am not bc game but because my sleep schedule has been skewed early
Log into game
Unlock viper
Go to FC house to use the fantasia for the tweaks i need
Hotbar
Turn in WT, thavnair sidequests, do arksadora dailies, then more sidequests
Turn in gathering deliveries
Get out of my house before 11am to take care of my car so i dont have to worry about it

Im having autism about a video game i cant play yet so im analyzing and planning